Well have been visited by my bosses to day. Only cried twice what a baby, but perhaps they would like to have to walk with a walking stick. Why does everyone look at you as you have two heads when you are young, well sort off i am only 40 and walk like a wonky donkey ha ha!. My mum is brilliant she should be only the stage permanently, she was telling them all about her current play she will be directing. She always reminds me of Julie Walters. But i love her too bits. I think my kids have got used to me being at home, they just want me to phone people and tell them I get disability allowance so can they get more money. I suppose they deserve it. The funny thing is since my daughter has been 18 and going out on the town. I have been too ill too. I was not looking forward to seeing he rbeing oggled at by men I would probably punch them. As when I get drunk I become suddenly invincible. I should fight all my battles drunk!!!!!!!!!